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January 2011

new years eve..

wrkd 2-6 2day..made sure tht igt off n tyme gt evrythng dne yea ino igt off a lil later thn 6..but irushd jus n kase u had txtd me mkn plans 4 us..no matta how last nite ended..checkd ma fone no missd kalls/txt 4rm u..decided to txt u nstead..iaskd wut u wus doin..u said headed 2 tha movies..iaskd wit who..u said frnds..isaid alrite..u askd wut iwus doin..itol u nun..u askd if we wus gud..isaid yea..knwn damn wel iwus dien on tha nside..iaskd u yestaday wil isee u 2day u said mayb..iaskd y mayb..u said u didnt no but ino y u didnt no kuz u pland on bein wit yo frnds..iaskd if wud @ least get 2 see u b4 this yr is ova or on new yrs or b4 u go bak 2 skoo u tol me yea..2nite is tha last nite of 2010 nd u @ tha movies wit yo frnds..

u let me dwn.

Dec 31, 2010

December 2010

late nite

wendys musik nd my wife && kids.

Dec 31, 2010
..diff mind set

all ieva wantd wus to b abl to see u or at least b worth sum of your tyme..but iguess im askn 4 to much..ur so quik to say ish wusnt plan..but ikan txt u nd randmly ask if ikan u nd shyt jus get fukd up but whn ur frnds do its a diff stry..its lyk u n a relationship wit thm nd im jus ya frnd..iget tha label they dnt..at tymes ifeel lyk im jus a associate to u soo..4rm this moment on u no longer hve to wry bout me askn if or whn ima see u..

ipromise.

Dec 31, 2010
The reason why we get hurt so much is because we only think about their feelings, ignoring that ours are always the ones getting fucked over.
Dec 28, 2010337 notes

hate the word BYE.

Dec 27, 2010
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“I always end up seeing something I don’t wanna see, hearing something I don’t want to hear, or thinking something I don’t want to think before I sleep.” —j. stone
Dec 26, 2010
keri hilson- let me down

Maybe you didn’t really need my loving
Not the way I needed yours
I was only try to keep it open
How you gonna slam the door
Led me to believe we were together
You were on a different plan
Just when things were changing for the better
You became a different man
If I was you
I would have never left you in the cold
In the first place, oh baby
And If I was you
I’d be really trying to make it
You turned down a one way
Oh babe, said you let me down
Said you let me, let me, let me, let me, let me down
Yeah, you let me, let me down
Yeah you let me, let me, let me, let me, let me down
Said you let me, let me down
Let me down

Dec 22, 2010
Dec 22, 2010

dnt thnk u tke me..or us seriously n e more..or u jus tel me ish nd mke promises u knt/dnt keep jus to mke me feel betta bout ma self

Dec 21, 2010
tired

wrk 3days strait nd off 1..but its lyk im nt evn off kuz istil gta babysit all 3 of ma nieces.

Dec 20, 2010
“Deep Inside, There’s No Other Way To Express The Pain, You Try To Make It Disappear And All It Does Is Gain…Please God, Turn My Tears Into Rain” —
Dec 20, 2010
sleep

wrk n tha mornin..

Dec 19, 2010
Play
Dec 19, 2010
christmas

gt evry1 a christmas gift this yr..its ben a while since ikuld say tht..

blessed.

Dec 19, 2010
wrk

glad ihve wrk n tha mornin..it distracts me 4rm thnkn bout u..but evry na nd thn..ikatch ma self driftn..thnkn bout US.

Dec 18, 2010
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“I love you more than I love myself” —dirty money
Dec 17, 2010
lies

rain doesnt wash away tha pain.

Dec 17, 2010
quik question..

r u LIVIN or jus EXISTIN.?

Dec 17, 2010
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